Ah 2010( I call it twenty-ten.) As muttered throughout December, I hated 2009. The year was an asshole. Although I could take that lonely road and just bitch about stuff, I guess its time to look forward. This year I will not be living day by day without hope for the next. Not that I was suicidal, just mad at the world and unable to be confident.
Like Mandi, I want to worry less. I'm starting this by selling my car. I have someone checking it out soon, but I just don't want the car in my life. It came from an ex and I taught another ex how to drive in it. It is a sad reminder of bad decisions, and someone else needs to take it.
Ok, so I am a fucktard when it comes to lovers. I kept horrible secrets all year. Boy who shall not be named anymore did some scary shit to me. I also continually let him back in my life. Yeah, I was too embarassed to admit how weak he made me. This is not the situation for 2010. I already said things to him to make him not want me anymore. Things that made him mad. But a year of his shit and its about time I hurt his feelings. This year I don't want love. I have a cat, I don't need the stress of pleasing some jerk. Obviously I cannot....fuck it. I don't want to talk about him.
Mandi, if you want to 'pray' together soon let me know. BYW- I consider you my smartest AND funniest friend. Put that in yo pipe, girrrl.
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