Well well well look how this cookie has crumbled...
He ended up writing to me again, but definately less than he did before. The lack of enthusiasm is quite deflating when I thought things went so well. This experience is panning out to be more of training with patience. Any girl whose dated their share of tools know that nobody wants to be labeled as 'pushy' or 'desperate' so early in a potential pairing. So, guess he gets the balls in this court battle. Haha.
Really, this craigslist romance was an expiriment. Can I actually involve myself in the normal timeline of dating? First dates without kisses, getting to know someone in and out before meeting them...I guess I can but the fact remains that our meeting may have frustrated the both of us that we could find someone decent but yet having the person live so far away..and one doesn't have a car!
Restraint is championing over heart. I want to keep writing those soul-filled letters and tell him about my day and the things I interpret-the things he said he liked to hear. But, alas, why fall into something when the guy just doesn't to seem to be all jazzed about you...at least some evidence to prove my point!
To be continued? Who the fuck knows, but I am not signing myself out of any future expiriments with different variables...Fucking nerd.
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