Monday, February 8, 2010

Sick of Hearts

Already! Yes, while visiting Safeway this morning to pick up something for lunch for under $5, I was bombarded by this ridiculous tent they have constructed to create Valentine's monstrocities(sp??) Immediately my week was deflated. Yeah, first time in like 4 years that someone wasn't around to give me shit. However, none of the tools before ever gave me anything. I think I got flowers one year? Whatever. It's not like the Christmas invasion that starts waaaayyyy to early for comfort, but the presence of the frilly and fancy just serves as a glittery gleeful reminder of how fucking lonely it is up in my apartment. I am still on relationship probation so this should be expected as I gave myself 6 months from the last time I saw Asshole until I thought I would be ready to find someone but I have personally extended my probation as I still feel like a fucking idiot whenever I see those spokes and tatts upon the grid.....MUST STOP!! On Saturday night I even ignored a date invite from this hot guy whose name I always forget- I shall omit it for privacy. Besides the fact that I will not ride my bike in shitty weather, it's just not the time to enter into a dating scheme with some dude that is obviously not gonna be it for me....yeah, tatts, piercings, and my general disinterest in figuring out his name or remembering what he does for a living also raises a few flags...

My valentines weekend will be comprised of thrift shopping as I scopered a few new places this weekend within walking distance. So probably wine-feuled mayhem followed by at least a day of sleeping that shit off...

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